Letras Nobody's Daughter (2010)

Nobody's Daughter

Made something better
He kept it for himself
I’m not that stupid
I just need a lot of help

To understand how stupid you really are

Down at the bottom of the ocean I lay down

Nobody’s coming, just continue to drown

And no one here could ever stop my ruin now,now

And I know I’ve got not to fear

You’ll get me out

Oh god just get me out of here

Are you astounding us, surrounding us

And asphyxiate all your pain away

Don’t try to win it will only end in disgrace

Nobody’s daughter
She never was, she never will 

be beholden

To anyone she cannot kill

You don’t understand how damaged we really are

You don’t understand how evil we really are

And I will dig my own grave,yeah

I’m misbegotten

I am the last one you save here

Of course I’ll sleep forever and for ever

Anesthetize all your horrors away

We live inside this black web that you have spun

Greed and your bile is miles away

Don’t tell me I have I lost when clearly I’ve won

I want to see you stretched out on the floor

The world's broken doll

The world’s shattered whore

And you you can’t walk

But you you can crawl

Come on infect us all

Asphyxiate all your pain away

Don’t try to win it will only end in disgrace

Translucetize the cold light of day

It’s glorious, its terrible
God, I need it

It’s beautiful,it’s ravenous
I’ll just feed it

Coil down to your black dark decay

And I will dig my own grave,yeah

I’m misbegotten

I am the last one you save here

It’s all gone rotten

Skinny Little Bitch

Skinny little bitch
Staring at the mirror

And your desperation to disappear
And you would be oh so dumb to fuck with me
Cause baby,you’re much too young to end up with me

Your bedroom walls falling down
And everyone can see you now
Your bedroom walls suffer truth
You lie,you lie alone
You lie alone, you never sleep
How you never sleep

Skinny little bitch
Into to the lord
Praying for some salvation 
Cause she’s just so bored
Hear my vile sex horror,my cheap drugs hell
And all the things you’ll never live to tell

And you will never see the light
I'll just obscure it out of spite
You're just a nasty piece of work
Come on,come on baby
Come on baby,let ir burn
Oh baby,does it hurt


Born of foul creation
Born of soul milk
Cocaine filth


You stepped your heels in broken glass
So I could kick you scrawny ass
And all the drugs and all the burns
What a nasty,what a nasty
Nasty piece of work
Oh baby,does it hurt
Oh baby,just go slower
Oh baby,just go lower


Skinny little bitch! (x6)


Honey

Anguish and misery fall here like a dead star

And everything you ever said now tears me all apart

He goes down, down to his bitter end
He knows now ,now it’s the ghost of her
He goes down, down to his bitter end
He knows now, now you can’t touch him

Pray for the rain oh are you up there do you listen?
It’s the terror and the pain and I just wait ‘til you have risen

He goes down, down to his only friend
He knows now, now that you love him
He goes down, down to his bitter end
He knows now, now you can’t touch him

Hold onto you like the death of an angel
And I hold on to you with all the life that’s in me

Why I’m not good enough to save you from destruction?
And your end and my beginning oh they need no introduction

He goes down, down to his only friend
He knows now, now that you love him
He goes down, down to his bitter end
He knows now, now you can’t touch him

Sweet as honey
I’ll live forever
Pure as first love
Just come home

Hold on to you like a the death of an angel
And I hold on to you with all the life that’s in me
And I hold on to you like the death of an angel
And I hold on to you with all the hope I have left
And I hold on to you watch the death of an angel
And I hold on to you until the light pours like honey

Pacific Coast highway

I knew a boy
He came from the sea
He was the only boy who ever
Knew the truth about me

I'm overwhelmed and undersexed
Baby, what did you expect?
I'm overwrought and so disgraced
I'm too ashamed to show my face

And they're coming to take me away now
And what I want I will never have
I'm on the Pacific Coast Highway
With your gun in my hands
Your whole world is in my hands
Your whole wide world is in my hands
Your whole world is in my hands
Your whole wide world is in my hands
I knew a boy
He left me so damaged
Do you even know the extent
Of what you ravaged?
All this world's shame
Won't stop my arrival
And all this world's fame
And drugs and plague won't stop my survival
I'm bloody and so totally bowed
I don't know what to do with my hands now
And I surrender, I give in
I'll kick down your door if you don't let me in
And I've lost myself completely
I look to you, my shooting star
I'm on the Pacific Coast Highway
My God, how did you fall so hard?
Your whole world is in my hands
Your whole wide world is in my hands
Your whole world is in my hands
Your whole wide world is in my hands
And you know I'm drowning
And you know I'm drowning
And miles and miles of regret
It hasn't happened and it won't happen yet
And days and days of perfect sex and bad TV
Oh, I just try to forget
And miles and miles of regret
And miles and miles of regret

Pacific Coast Highway, it's so fast
Pacific Coast Highway, I crashed
Pacific Coast Highway, anguish
Pacific Coast Highway, you better live
Pacific Coast Highway

Samantha

Samantha, you swore, you never turned that trick before

Keep waiting for war, you'll never win you'll lose again

Watch her wrap her legs around this world

Can't take the gutter from that girl


Samantha..you burned me out
Samantha It's all for now..

Samantha your war, was a lost cause before I came

Keep praying, pray for
The pretty things you won't get back

Watch her wrap her legs around this world

Stab the gutter out of that girl, that girl



and through villages of ether

oh my crucifixtion comes

will you sing my hallelujah

will you tell me when it's done

Look in my eyes, theres nothing there 
Goodbye!
Wanted you...with my whole life..Good Night

Don't try to move



People like you FUCK people like me

In order to avoid agony

People like you FUCK people like me

In order to avoid suffering
People like you FUCK people like me



Leave the money by the bed

In the gutter where you live

and Ill throw it all away

and I'll throw in in your face

and if you were on fire

I will just throw kerosene
cause i love so much i hate

and i hate what you have seen in me



so you think that you could save him

and we know that someone died

oh an unkindness of ravens
and
we know that Mary lied
and through villages of ether

oh my crucifixtion comes
will you sing my hallelujah

will you tell me when it's done
People like you FUCK people like me

In order to avoid agony

People like you FUCK people like me

In order to avoid agony

People like you FUCK people like me

Someone Else's Bed

So you’re lying in your underwear

Oh, in someone else’s bed

And the silence is so dangerous

It’s a terrible sense of dread

So I have another cigarette

And I just try to forget

How did I end up all alone?

How did we all end up dead?

Sunday morning when the rain begins to fall

I believe I’ve seen the end of it all

Sunday morning when the rain begins to fall

I’ve got the cure for it all

And my dirty little secret

Has a wretched little name

In the filthy morning after

I have walked the walk of shame

Oh, and you’ll be the end of me

As I have been the death of you

And I quite enjoy your suffering

Oh, I want to watch the view

Sunday morning when the rain begins to fall

I believe I’ve seen the end of it all

Sunday morning when the rain begins to fall

I’ve got the cure for it all

Are you there when I’m ready to top myself?

Are you there when I’m all alone?

Do you even know why I am suffering?

Are you down to your bones?

Are you down to your bones?

Are you down to your bones?

Sunday morning when the rain begins to fall

I believe I’ve seen the end of it all

Sunday morning when the rain begins to fall

It’s the end of the world

I never said I would try for you

I never said I would die for you

I never said I would try for you

I never said I would die for you.

For Once in Your Life
You just don’t love me

And I just don’t care

Oh, I never said I would play fair

Something so perfect and so rare

There is no cure

There’s not a prayer

A prayer

Look what I can do

I am the only perfect choice

You’ve met your match

I’ve lost my voice

And when you’re gone it gets so cold

I swear I’m too young to be this old

This old

Look what I can do

Oh, I’ve been cheated, covered in diamonds and covered in filth

But I’m still breathing, oh please stick around and I build…

Yes I’ve crawled on glass to grasp at straws

Stuttering, staggering through

And I’ve pierced the last hole in my arm

To gouge out the pieces of you

And your staggering, stuttering greed

And your never ending need

And your terrible awful deeds

And your lack of truth in these things

You know the whole thing is rigged

You’ll always quit, you always did

To the most delusional stare

And all that I have is out and laid bare

And laid bare

Look what I can do

What I can do

Look what I can do

Oh, I’ve been bitter

You know what’s true

And you know what’s right

Oh I’m forever

Oh just do the right thing for once…

in your life

in your life

I know that I’m a hungry lost girl

But please stick around

And I’ll build you a world

I’ll build you a world

I’ll build you a world

Letter to God
Dear God, I'm writing this letter to you

Cause I don't have a clue

Can you help me?

I'm sitting here simply trying to figure out

What my life's all about

Can you tell me?

I never wanted to be

The person you see

Can you tell who me I am?

I always wanted to die

But you kept me alive

Can you tell me who I am?

I lie awake conducting this symphony

That you have gifted to me

But I can ever sleep

Don't be mad but I get weak inside

And I start to fall apart

Cause I feel nothing

I never wanted to be

Some kind of comic relief

Please show me who I am

I've been tortured and scorned

Since the day that I was born

But I don't know who I am

And I thank you, man, for everything

Sorry I'm so frightened about all of this

But I wish I could give you more

And all the lights are shining down on me

And I feel intimated by it all

I never wanted to be the person you see

But thank you

Oh, God, please tell me now

Are you disappointed?

Are you proud?

Haven't I done everything, everything?

I'm so sorry I'm so weak

And I'll turn into a freak

But I don't know anything, anything

But I've lost all self esteem

From burying everything

And I feel nothing, nothing

Oh, God, please tell me now

Oh, God, please tell me now

Cause I feel nothing

Oh dear God I'm writing this letter to you

I am coming unglued

Please, help me

Loser Dust
You are beautiful, you are glorious

Now you’re covered in loser dust

You are fabulous, you are gorgeous

Now you’re covered in loser dust

And all the things I used to trust, yeah

All the things I’m about to crush

Your youth is gone, it’s turned to rust

It’s all covered in loser dust

Hey I loathe every inch of you

You’re going down for what you love, hey

Every single particle you’re going down for your loser dust

All the things you used to trust you’re going down

I’m burnt out, I’m furious and look at you, you’re embarrassing us

Descend, descend and go you must

Isolate the prize, give it one big flush

It’s indiscreet, omnivorous

We won’t call you and don’t call us

And all that’s sick with gloat and lust

And do call me I’m so serious

It’s not an image it’s just a way

You’re going down for your final crush

Hey, nothing here can stop you with you’re going down for your loser dust

Hey, I can’t wait to see you go; you’re going down for your loser dust

Hey, show me one thing I didn’t know, you’re going down….

Think fast baby, what is the rush?

The very thing you would never trust

The very thing you would never touch

It’s all covered in loser dust

These women all around, obsessive cunts, file under miscellaneous

They’re starving and carnivorous

I mustn’t touch what I want so much

You, you make me nervous

You make me drunk

Do you have to grovel so very much?

It’s so unfair, it’s so unjust, it’s just another witch-hunt

Broken, shattered, busted, yeah, you’re going down for what you love

Hey, all the death it’s just good, yeah

You’re going down for your loser dust

Hey, oh just die in public babe

You’re going down for your loser dust

Hey, in you lays a gutter yeah; you’re going down for your loser dust

Hey, we can’t wait to see you go, you’re going down….

How dirty girls get clean

I've lost my mind, yeah

I've lost control

I've the lost the feeling in my arms

I'm a lost soul

Make the most of me baby

Oh don't spit me out

This is how dirty girls get clean
Don't leave me now
Listen to her lust, yeah
Hear her disgrace

Listen to the fragile things as they all break
Watch from the comfort
The comfort of your home
Through the ice and sleet baby
Oh down, down we go
What angry star runs your devil heart?
What angry star runs your devil heart?
Oh oh, how'd you get so mean?
This is the only way that dirty girls stay clean
And I wanted you like no one before
Said you're coming back for me, honey
This is how hell forms
This is how a storm begins
This is how trouble's born
Listen to her slit, listen to her wail
You've given birth to terrible things
Watch them unveil

Listen to my torment
Listen to my pain

Please come on back here, baby

Let me try again

What angry star runs your devil heart?
What angry star runs your devil heart?

Oh oh, how'd you get so mean?

This is the only way that dirty girls stay clean
And the rain it poured down

And the wind it moaned

And she wrapped her legs around him

And she's got no home
And he's looking at me

Oh God, he looks so dumb

What are you staring at?
This is how it's done

I will define for you the meaning of greed

While you were vanishing

This dirty girl got clean
What angry star runs your devil heart?

What angry star runs your devil heart?

Oh oh, how'd you get so mean?

This is the only way that dirty girls stay clean

Oh oh, how'd you get so mean?

This is the only way that dirty girls stay clean

Oh oh, how'd you get so mean?

This is the only way that dirty girls stay clean

Never go hungry

It's a long way back where I fallen from

It's a fair hard fall, it's a very cruel town

And my dress is tore, and I got no jewels

And I'm hungry for life a little less cruel

Some dignity and not too much sorrow

And just a little bit of hope

Hold out for tomorrow

Oh I don't care what it takes, my friends

I'll never go hungry, go hungry again

Oh and I don't care what I have to defend

I'll never go hungry, go hungry again

It's a long ride home

And my headache's back

And you're no comfort to me now

And it's fully loaded and it's set on stone

At least I know that I have won

And my ways aren't crooked

And I got no shoes

I run back and forth and I wait for you

Oh I don't care what it takes, my friends

I'll never go hungry, go hungry again

Oh and I don't care what I have to pretend

I'll never go hungry, go hungry again

And out of it all I have survived

From the fires of hell, I am alive

Sin, it cost your spirit

Survived this mess you've made

Oh God can you hear us?

In my salvation day

And it's time for me, yeah, to take a stand

And it's time for me, yeah, to be a man

Oh I don't care what it takes, my friends

I'll never go hungry, go hungry again

Oh and I don't care what I have to pretend

I'll never go hungry, go hungry again

And a phoenix she rises

She is short to descend

She will never hungry, go hungry again

And you're looking to me

More and more like a godsend

We will never go hungry, go hungry again
And we owe each other nothing

There's no one left here to offend

We will never go hungry, go hungry again.

Codine

My belly is shaking and I craving in my head

I feel like I'm dying and I wish I was dead

If I live 'til tomorrow,it'll be longtime

Oh i'll live all my days slave to codine

And it's real,no it's real,one more time

On the day I was born oh the Grim Reaper smiled

He said i'll get you yet you demonized child

I was older than my sisters that I left behind

Oh I running with my friend codine

Oh it's real,oh shes is real,one more time

It's the reason I breath honey,it's the reason I walk

It's the reason I sleep and it's the reason I talk

Yeah,but soon my devotion will all be repaid

Oh the codine will kill me,that's the barge that we've made

And it's real,so it's real,one more time

You'll forget you're a woman,you'll forget about men

Try it just once,and you'll try it again

You'll forget about life,you'll forget about time

And you'll live all your days slave to codine

And it's real,lord it's real,one more time

And after I'm gone and this sad race is run

And i'll go down to hell where my life had begun

There'll be somebody with me won't leave me alone

Oh codine'll be waitin' to punish my bone

It's real,oh he's real,one more time

And after I'm gone and the morning sets in

Don't you want I was girl what might have been

Morn my sad heart and my tear filled eyes

And the codine I crave and I despise

And she's real,oh she's real,one last time

She's real,oh she's real,one last time.

Happy Ending Story

Hey,I burn better in the dark

Hey,it's that me crying?

Hey,oh,it's pure poison where you are

Hey,it's that me dying?

Tell me a happy ending story

Is there a happy ending story?

Is there? Is there?

Tell me a happy ending story

Oh,tell me a story

Hey,for every ending tragedy

Hey,i'll rip your heart out

Hey,for every evil,dumb,lazy...

Hey,tear the sun down...

Tell me a happy ending story

Tell me a happy ending story

Is there? Is there?

Tell me a happy ending story

Tell me a story

The graces lost,the graces won

The filth it has overcome

The lonely ache for you,

Just ressurects it,uh huh.

The ghost of him haunts in the scream,

That's coming from the depths of me

Watch him die his lonely little death,uh huh...

Watch him wilt and watch him bloom,

Imprisoned in the depths of you.

A loneliness that definess all belief,uh huh.

The rage that's lost,the war that's won,

The battle that has just begun

He haunts me to the marrow of my grief,uh huh.